You were disingenuous when you offered to help with the module early in 2014 because I was thinking that over time, after tutoring you over some graphical aspects of maps, of extension module edition and whatnot, that in the end, it would be a net positive work even if there was a lot of handholding at first – I was happy at first to do that as an ”investment”. I was asking you to keep it on the small side at first, but you ballooned up your work folder to 1000+ items, wanted special turbolasers tokens, had me do file conversions, image compression, judging which of the 100+ candidates of backgrounds we should keep, showing me every iteration of backgrounds that had too much contrast. If I didn’t answer you fast enough, you were insistant to the point of being irratating about it. You knew I was in the brutal first weeks of my first born, not being used to that cycle and having sleep deprivation. Other very serious things were also going on in my personal life. I fully embrace that I wasn’t friendly and impatient – I had every right under the circumstances you will never fully know. You did not understand the calls to moderation and calm I was sending you. It felt like you wanted to play the role of a crunch dev team that pushes other members – read the room, my god, man!
The fact that you’re posting this is proof that you drained, and continue to drain energy from me and people involved with the module. You’re more interested in being a martyr troll than to genuinely help in the end it seems. Either that, or you’re really not a people person on the internet. You don’t even have clear demands, you just want to bring people down to your mud pit to brawl. Either way, I’m done with you. I even regret writing this reply because trolls thrive on any type of attention.